Disappointed

I feel disappoint now...can anyone told me how to release ??? Why until now she still don't know me...?

I feel disappoint it's because i beliefe u, but u still cheat about me. U think I'm anbia or what??? The first time I'll trust u , second time I also will trust u, third time....If I still trust u I'll think myself is a "foolish". But i still choice to trust u, don't know why...fed up.